A Blessing Letter From My Student

On Tuesday morning, I just found a letter  laid on my desk. It's a blessing letter with neat and tidy envelope from one of my students.

I don't like teaching. But I love sharing my life and what I have to someone else, including my students.

So, every morning service I share about God's Word to them and testify my spiritual journey as well.

One moment when i was teaching them, I told them about being grateful for what we have and also pray for the lost souls. I thought they don't really get it but still believe they will.

Until I opened that blessing letter, I realized that my students changed a lot. They're growing mature.

In that letter she said that she prays and bless me for everything I do. I often receive blessing note from my students but this one successfully trembled my heart. She said, "If you can convince your parents to become Christians that would be really nice."

Right at that moment, I was disappointed with God and tired of waiting Him to answer my prayers.

I have done many things but seem they dont work anything.

Even now when I'm writing this blog, I'm still waiting for the miracle because the days are getting even worse than before.

As a man, we're given free will to decide our own choises. To be faithful or to be disappointed.

To be honest, it's hard to deny the lust of the flesh. I'm disappointed and lost of hope.

But this letter was such as a reminder for me. My God is even more bigger than people and problems.

He can change the heart of my parents very easily. But why He lets me to wait this long? He wants me to depend and trust to His beautiful plans and perfect timing.

I have to admit that I shouldn't force my own will and timing to God.

I still have to deal with my ego and lay it down in the altar of God.